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i don't think so thant i can be a new me. that i must face this sucks thing. i must stay and give the best for my parents. they diforce me esspecially my mom. she has already paid for tarakanita shs. she will dissapointed. and i say yes.. but i don;t know i will feel lyk this. i have never think for the future if i choose a desicion. really i wanna go but i must have a responsibillity for this desicion. now i am a teenage.. my mom and dad's .. i just love them so. if i can go to the pass.. i will fix this one. i wanna go to another school. just except tarki guys. just that. i know tarakanita is a good school, great school. but i feel this way not cause of tarki is a bad school. but my feeling say.. i can't ;( so badly ! another ppl will tell BIG story for their shs. but me? i just can say that my mom and dad diforce me (?) thats sounds bad .. i will stay here and face im not a KID anymore. i need all of you guys ;(