confusing to the max

pingkan's acara gw gk ngajak fael. fael dismsin sp yg ngjk dia mlh diem malah mnt maaf.

tp dia said to cuc dan tellen kl gw yg NGAJAK. really down to the max. bukan gw yg ngajak knp smua kataan jd k gw ? knp smua ocehan marah makian smua k gw ? gw ud coba jelasin k lu sejelas mungkin dan lu gk percaya sama sekali. okay i will miss those moments. dimana kita saling sayang. skrg maybe unriquited. just gw yg syg sm lo. thank you and so sorry kl emg gw SALAH menurut lo. sakit banget jujur bukan slh gw malah gw yg kena. gw gabakal pernah berhenti jelasin smp lo bnrn gmw dengerin gw lg. gw feel nothing. ud shouting angry crying but nothing happened. dan lu gk tau rasanya ! GW TAU LO SAKIT. TP WEY TOLONG ! SAKIT FOR WHAT? org bukan gw. yowes lah gw cm mw blg ! GUA GK NGAJAK RAFAEL GUA BERSUMPAH ! ANJIR LU MASIH GK PERCAYA AJA ! GUA BINGUNG WOY ! FUCK LAH ! I AM TIRED AND I LOVE YOU SO ! idk can i survive. i will always loving you.