srry bru post lg

hei blog i wanna share a little bit bout my feelings ..
i feel i miss him so much like crazy people wanna be normal .. :(
now all have changes .. i really miss you boy ! whre r u ?! i cant lie my feelings that i love him so much !! but someone come and make a gossip that makes me feel uncomfort !! can i with him ? idontthinkso :( .. really ! i love him so much
i miss n need him so much .. yesterday my phone wasnt actived and i couldnt message him ! sometimes he makes me angry ! sometimes he makes me laugh and another emo .. really ! i cant tell the truth bout my feelings to anyone :'(
i think this feelings just make all of you dissapointed with me .. im sorry i cant tell the truth .. i just can tell my feelings to this blog .. not for another person :'( .. i just wont all of you feel dissapointed with me ..
hmm .. anw today i went to a course .. for maths physics and chemistry lessons ..
hmm i will start it tomorrow !! and now my schedule is full ! from monday until saturday .. i will feel really tired and pushed .. now i dont have anyone again :'( .. i will wake up from this dream and try to enjoy this life from 0 again .. hope i can do it ! God .. please let him know that i love him so much :'(